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hey there everyone hahaha. i just wanna write what i'm thinking right now ahhh this 2011, i said goodbye to a friend and hello to another one yahooo i finally have my own personal laptop! with this i can now surf the net on a personal computer backup my files and upload what i want. i always wanted to have my own laptop so i did something to get it.... bye i'll  just enjoy my night muahhh

Tapos na ba talaga?

Wala na sya hay 4years and 5 months din kami, and i can say that I experienced so much love and happiness with neyq. hay napaka cheater ko kasi eh di ko alam kung tatanggapin ko nalang to o ipaglalaban ko parin ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya kahit ako mismo ang nangloloko. I can't resist those temptations pero alam ko na sya lang ang nagmamayari ang puso ko. Sinabi ko sa sarili ko na sya na ang makakasama ko habang buhay pero hindi ko alam kung mangyayari pa yun. Alam ko na hindi nya gusto maghiwalay kami pero kailangan mangyari dahil napagod na sya masaktan dahil paulit ulit nalang. Binigay ko ang freedom na hinihingi nya at pinalaya na sya ng tuluyan. Hay, may part sakin na ayoko narin ituloy pa at magmoved on narin sa buhay ko pero mahirap especially pag naaalala mo yung pinagsamahan nyo sa matagal na panahon na yun. Mahirap na maibalik ang tiwala nya sakn dahil sa dami ng breakups namin na ako ang laging dahilan. May part na I still want to fight for our relationship at ituwid ang mga nagawa kong kamalian. Napakalungkot pero kailangan namin maghiwalay siguro nga mahirap magsalita ng forever dahil nothing last forever pero ang totoo mahal na mahal ko sya kahit nakakagawa ako ng pagkakamali pinipilit ko paring magbago para sa kanya dahil gusto ko sya na habang buhay hindi na ko makakahanap ng katulad nya. Pero ganto ang buhay paikot ikot lang paulit ult kailangan may changes kailangan makisunod sa agos ang buhay. I told myself, if this the end for our love story, let another chapter of my life be opened and I'm hoping that this new story of mine will focus on the betterment of my life. I love you for all of my life and i hope that one day we will see each other again and start a new begining of forever love..

Why I'm here

I'm starting to like this blogger's site. I have now my own page and I can do anything with it. Notice the header i just painted that using an application in my phone called Xpresspaint same application i used to draw the images on the upper right side of my page. I chose red simply because it's my favorite color, it simbolizes my personality, strong, hot and spicy hehe.. This site is like an ultimate status update in facebook but since I'm just starting to build my own blog, I only have one follower who happen to be my friend and the one who influenced me to do so. I'm not into blogging contest like my friend who won many prizes but I'm here to express myself even though I know not everyone could read what i have. For me, blogging is people's way to talk to themselves, you can't start to write a word when your not alone right? and being alone enables you to think wider to imagine beyond anything on earth or in the universe. That is why I think I'm here at this moment, to share my thoughts and inspirations, to experience something new and I just hope that it will lead to inspire people and touch them in my litle way, through this simple page of mine..

WHO?

The truth is, some call me

Mr.Nice, mysterious in a

way with an explosive

personality. I can easily

get along with different

character and become

their friends (True friend).

Maybe, I'm just too flexible

to deal with people which

i consider one of my

positive sides. They say

that i can do a lot of things

unlike any others or I'm

just uniquely gifted with

different talents. Im not

ordinary. That's their

term. I love singing. It is

my favorite thing to do

and its my way to express

myself to the world. I

made my own version of

different songs com-filed in

an album in my play-list.

That's how frustrated

singer I am haha.. I love

our planet earth, animals

and its natural beauty,

same way I love my family

and friends. And i'll do

everything to protect and

take care of them..

My loving dog Curly tops

It's Christmas and everyone is
happy especially when you spend it
with your family and a family not
only includes your parents and
siblings but "pets" are also part of it.
We all know that dogs are noted for
their loyal or playful characteristics
kept for companionship and
enjoyment so I'd like to tell you
about my pet. His name is Curly Tops. He has
cute, curly white hairs and a very
playful dog but on this day December 25,
2009 five in the morning Curly tops
passed away. He spent his life with
my family for almost 9 years and
unhappily this date is the day to
remember not only the birth of
Christ but also his death. Now gone
but Curly Tops in our heart will
remain forever.

My Lonely Planet

Since its my first blog site I can't think of anything to write but I'm trying to put something on my first post. Hmmm...

I thought of something unusual. Something that reflects my character and something that someone else like me could only understand. It is my lonely world of thoughts, my lonely self, my childhood and my lonely planet. I am a loner, being alone makes me wonder a lot of things. It made me discover myself, my talents and my weaknesses. When I was a child i had no friends. I'm afraid to mingle with other kids and thinking I'm different, I'm unique. I have something they don't have. My own world, where no one is welcome and allowed to enter. Back then, I always try to make friends with other kids but I just ended up being rejected. They would just tease me like there's something wrong with me and I don't know it why do I care? I'm just eight without insecurities, I'm just a kid not minding what others would say with the way I am, how I speak, and how I live my life with inocence. Then I grew up like this a young man alone, in my lonely planet.